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MxLilithe
I am waiting...

Waiting for your presence at my feet. Can you withstand my attention? I will lead

you to a place where your flesh, breath, and yielded being become seamlessly

merged with the discipline I administer. I will look deep into you and elicit

those dark things you are hiding there. I will have you beg for mercy - or more.

You will find in my presence a safe place to surrender to that which you have

feared. You will learn how to properly adore the Goddess as she sensually trains

and nurtures your willing submission through the tools I wield. This is spiritual

play - I'll weave your darkness into ecstasy.

Don't keep me waiting.

When you gaze up at me, your eyes will follow my long, shapely legs, to my

pleasing figure (5'11" in my heels, 145 lbs of sensuality). Long auburn hair and

blue eyes can fool you into thinking I'm nice.

Don't be fooled. I want you at my feet begging.

This is a list of games I like to play, combined with my training in sensual

Tantra will have you in agony - and ecstasy:

Restriction Play
Forced Feminization/Cross Dressing
CBT and NT
Medical Play
Foot/Boot/Shoe worship
Limited Body Worship
Violet Wand
Impact Play
Role Play
Tickling
Teasing
Smothering
Strap-on

What I do not do:
Sex (so don't even ask)
Wrestling
Scat
Dirty diapers
Blood

I am available 6 days a week, afternoons and evenings for two hour minimum

sessions in My Lair. I prefer an email BEFORE a phone call, as I have a

questionnaire I require My gentlemen to fill out before a session. Be sure to give

at least 48 hours for this process. If you request outcall, you incur all travel

expenses and My time. To Sonoma, Mendocino or Napa Co. $50, Vallejo or Marin Co.

$75 and to San Francisco and East Bay $100.

I will take your training deeper. Now, breathe with Me...
Miss Confessionals
I found this site and figured I would try it out. A lot like Fetlife but that's cool I suppose.

I'm of course looking for subs. All that information can be found out by talking to me or checking out my profile. Smile
MistressAdara
Nine Levels of Submission

It was written by Diane Vera and published in the Lesbian S/M Safety Manual, from Alyson Press, Copyright 1984 and 1988. It is interesting to read and see where you feel you are or want to be. It is also fun to use in arguments about "true" slaves etc.

1. THE OUTRIGHT NON-SUBMISSIVE MASOCHIST or KINKY SENSUALIST.
Not into servitude, humiliation or giving up control; just pain and/or spiced-up sensuality, on the masochist's own terms and for the masochist's own direct pleasure (i.e. turned on solely/mainly by one's own bodily sensations rather than by being "used" to gratify one's partner's sadism).

2. PSEUDO-SUBMISSIVE NON-SLAVE.
Not into even playing "slave," but into other "submissive" role-playing, e.g. schoolteacher scenes, infantilism, "forced" transvestitism. Usually into humiliation, but NOT into servitude, even in play. Dictates the scene to a large degree.

3. PSEUDO-SUBMISSIVE PLAY SLAVE.
Likes to play at being a slave; likes to feel subservient; may in some cases like to feel one is being "used" to gratify partner's sadism; may even really serve the dominant in some ways, but only on the "slave's" own terms. Dictates the scene to a large degree; often fetishistic (e.g. foot worshippers).

4. TRUE SUBMISSIVE NON-SLAVE.
Really gives up control (only temporarily and within agreed-upon limits), but gets her/his main satisfaction from aspects of submission other than serving or being used by the dominant. Usually turned on by suspense, vulnerability, and/or giving up reasonability. Does not dictate the scene except in very general terms, but still seek mainly her/his own direct/pleasure (rather than getting one's pleasure mainly from pleasing the dominant).

5. TRUE SUBMISSIVE PLAY SLAVE.
Really gives up control (though only temporarily; only during brief "scenes" and within limits) and gets main satisfaction from serving/being used by dominant-but only for FUN purposes, usually erotic. May/may not be into pain. If so, is turned on by pain indirectly, i.e. enjoys being the object of one's partner's sadism, on which the submissive places very few requirements or restrictions.

6. UNCOMMITTED SHORT-TERM BUT MORE THAN PLAY SEMI-SLAVE.
Really gives up control (usually within limits); wants to serve and be used by the dominant; wants to provide practical/non erotic as well as fun/erotic services; but only when the "slave" is in the mood. May even act as a full-time slave for, say, several days at a time, but is free to quit at any time (or at the end of the agreed upon several days). May or may not have long-term relationship with one's Mistress, but, either way, the "slave" has the final say over when she will serve.

7. PART-TIME CONSENSUAL-BUT REAL SLAVE.
Has an ongoing commitment to an owner/slave relationship and regards oneself as the dominant's property at all times. Wants to obey and please Dom(me) in all aspects of life-practical/non erotic and fun/erotic. Devotes most of time to other commitments (e.g. job) but Dom(me) has first pick of the slave's free time.

8. FULL-TIME LIVE IN CONSENSUAL SLAVE.
Within no more than a few broad limits/requirements, the slave regards herself/himself as existing solely for the Dom(me)'s pleasure/well being. Slave in turn expects to be regarded as a prized possession. Not much different from the situation of the traditional housewife, except that within the S/M world the slave's position is more likely to be fully consensual, especially if the slave is male. Within the S/M world, a full time "slave" arrangement is entered into with an explicit awareness of the magnitude carefully, with more awareness of the magnitude of power that is being given up, and hence is usually entered into much more carefully, with more awareness of the possible dangers, and with much clearer and more specific agreements than usually precede the traditional marriage.

9. CONSENSUAL TOTAL SLAVE WITH NO LIMITS.
A common fantasy ideal that probably does not exist in real life (except in authoritarian religious cults and other situations where the "consent" is induced by brainwashing and/or social or economic pressures, and hence isn't fully consensual). A few S/M purists will insist that you are not really a slave unless you are willing to do absolutely anything for your Dom(me), with no limits at all. I have met a few people who claimed to be no-limit slaves, but in all cases, I have reason to doubt the claim.
Copyright 1984 and 1988, Diane Vera
MZMUSE
LOVE'S LOST QUILL...
Posted December 1, 2010 by MZMUSE
PEN TO PAPER;
POISED TO FIND,
SAME OL' THOUGHTS RUN THROUGH MY MIND.
SOULFUL TEARS, TO TENDER EYE;
LOST INSIDE THIS FAINTED CRY.

SO, MANY MEMORIES;
SO, LITTLE TIME.
SO, MUCH PAIN,
WITHIN TO FIND.

HAUNTED HEART;
MY PASSION'S PRICE.
FAITHLESS HEART;
YOUR SINNER'S VICE.

NOW, WALK AWAY;
AGAIN, ONCE MORE.
TURN YOUR BACK;
JUST LIKE BEFORE.

DEAF, DUMB & BLIND;
JUST CLOSE THE DOOR.
NO STRENGTH WITHIN;
LEFT TO IMPLORE.

PREJUDICIAL PRIDE;
YOUR SOUL'S REFRAIN.
NO HEART WITHIN;
NO LOVE REMAINS.


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WRITTEN BY: MZ.MUSE