Experiences

I found this site and figured I would try it out. A lot like Fetlife but that's cool I suppose.

I'm of course looking for subs. All that information can be found out by talking to me or checking out my profile.

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Goddess
> To: MZMUSE
> Date: Nov 4, 2011 8:53 PM
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> You are a magnificent woman in every sense.
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> I was a devoted cleaning cuck and am looking for that again. Also, now learning about polyamorous relationships. Was never into the humiliation.I am not an alpha but am a business man.
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> I was an oral pet and slave. I want a Sensual Dom to serve for life. There are a lot of options for you to explore with me. I would love to be one of the few to serve you if not in the cuck husband position then a worthy oral pet and caregiver to add to your life. I have many skills I am not referring to yet. My care is extensive.
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> Would absolutely love to receive your training and would consider it a dream to be in consideration for your use. Yes, I would love to pamper you.
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> WE can meet when you are ready. The second pic of being fucked on your side. I love to orally please you while you are being fucked and then continue to clean up after he cums and shrinks from your pussy. the same with the last one.
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> so much to talk about. Please may I serve you Goddess?


Yes, you may serve me.

But, it WILL BE to MY BENEFIT; BY MY CHOICE.

Frankly, I do not care to talk nor chat; trivial details are beyond me...I just live in the NOW.

So, either you AFFECT MY LIFE; POSITIVELY... or, like so many others; you just bombard me, with senseless words & negative excuses.

BUT, ONLY THE FIRST SORT GETS ANYWHERE NEAR ME IN REAL LIFE.


> To: MZMUSE
> Date: Nov 5, 2011 11:37 AM
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> Thank you Goddess.
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> To your Benefit, by your choice. I understand anything you
> reward me with would make me happy. I do love
> tease and denial Goddess.
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> Even to lick your ass clean after you use the
> toilet would be a great honor. You must receive
> the finest care.
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I ACTUALLY REQUIRE A LOT less words... INSTEAD, I NEED MORE IMMEDIATE & POSITIVE ACTIONS.

FRANKLY, AS MY SLAVE/SUB; IF YOU CAN'T SCRUB MY TUB & TOILET, TO MY SATISFACTION... THEN, YOU WON'T GET NEAR MY PUSSY... EITHER WAY; I DON'T CARE TO HEAR; HOW YOU'LL SCRUB MY TUB... JUST LIKE I DON'T WANNA READ; WHAT YOU MIGHT INTEND, UPON DOING FOR ME. FRANKLY, EITHER PROVE BENEFICIAL TO ME OR DON'T; BUT NEVER WASTE MY PRECIOUS TIME; BRAGGING, ABOUT: YOURSELF, YOUR MONEY & ALL THAT YOU OWN...THEN, TURN ROUND & ACTUALLY DEMAND MORE FREE TIME, FROM A POOR CHRONIC PAIN PATIENT.

NO, I'M NOT A TOTAL CONTROL FREAK, O.C.D. NOR A micro-manager. I'VE NO INTENTION OF DIRECTING OUR EVERY ENCOUNTER... NOR, WILL I SELFLESSLY FEED your GREED FOR immediate gratification, BY INTENTIONALLY CAUSING MYSELF MORE PAIN, WITH EVERY REPLY... I GET NO GENUINE ENJOYMENT FROM THIS cyber-stuff... IN ALL REALITY; I ONLY WANNA: TOUCH, FEEL, SMELL, TASTE & SENSE; THOSE POSITIVE THINGS, THAT YOU ACTUALLY WIND UP DOING FOR ME.

{NOT merely DISSECT IT ALL; THEN, DISCUSS IT TO DEATH, WITH ANY HALF-INTERESTED egotist OR FREE-LOADIN' CYBER-WANKER WANTIN' ANOTHER EXCUSE TO TOUCH himself...}

WHY IS THAT SO DAMN HARD FOR MOST PEOPLE TO TRULY CONCEIVE?!?

SINcerely,


MZ.M.A.MUSE
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AS I TOLD YOU; I NEED SO MUCH MORE THAN WORDS...

BUT, FOR NOW... YOU COULD WRITE SOMETHING NICE FOR ME TO POST, UPON MY JOURNAL, AS PROOF OF MY OWN REALITY...

"I was ready to give you so much more

{egotistical excuses, gossip & lies}.

I'm not very good with words. How about you write something and post it.

Mz M is true and real! Verified in person by Myself!"

NO, NEVER MIND.

"When can I come see you again?"

WHEN WILL YOU FOLLOW THROUGH ON A FEW PROMISES?

HONESTLY, WHEN WE STARTED THIS...I NEVER ASKED you FOR A THING... YET, you REPEATEDLY VOLUNTEERED TO HELP ME, ONLY TO CONVENIENTLY FORGET THAT; AGAIN & AGAIN, WHEN IT SUITED your purpose...FIRST, YOU PROMISED ME AN AIRIZER... THEN, SOME PRIMO MEDS... THEN, YOU WERE GOING TO TAKE CARE OF ALL MY SOCIAL NEEDS.

BUT FRANKLY, YOU'VE YET TO EVEN THANK ME FOR OPENING MY HOME TO YOU, IN THE FIRST PLACE. THEN, WHEN I KINDLY ASKED, THAT YOU MERELY LEND CREDIT TO MY GENUINE REPUTATION, BY LITERALLY VERIFYING MY EXISTENCE. AS WELL AS MY LIFESTYLE QUALIFICATIONS... you REFUSED.

INSTEAD OF BEING GRACIOUS ENOUGH TO WRITE SOMETHING SINCERE, ABOUT ME, MY HOME, MY TAI-JI... MY APPEARANCE, OUR CHEMISTRY & CONVERSATION... MY PERSONALLY DESIGNED HOME... DO YOU BOTHER TO POLITELY DO, AS I ASK? NO...YOU REFUSE TO DO ME THE LEAST BIT OF KINDNESS... EVEN AFTER THE LATEST CHARACTER ASSASSINATION ATTEMPT from more low life pseudo-cyber submissives... = THE NEVER ENDING HARASSMENT FROM fraudulent females, who claim I'M NOT REAL.

YET, THE WHOLE TIME YOU SAT HERE, WITHIN MY HOME; ACTING AS THOUGH YOU COULD SINGLE HANDEDLY SOLVE MY FINANCIAL/LIFESTYLE ISSUES.

AND THEN...INSTEAD, OF GENUINELY HELPING ME TO ANY SERIOUS DEGREE... you DARE TO COME BACK EMPTY HANDED; selfishly NAGGING ME FOR MORE FREEBIES?!?

WELL, I'M IN NO MOOD TO BE AROUND ANYONE, WHO IGNORES MY NEEDS.

SINcerely,

MZ.M.A.MUSE

"fuck you...what a joke you are!!!!!"

AFTER WASTING WEEKS OF MY TIME, JUST WITH THE INTERVIEW PROCESS, ALONE... you CONTINUALLY PROCLAIMED TO WANT MORE, THAN JUST QUICK & MEANINGLESS SEX... BUT, AFTER I TURNED you DOWN...NUMEROUS TIMES; IN THE FLESH...CLEARLY STATING MY OWN NEEDS & INTENTIONS... you continued to lie, about your own plans; WHILE SPENDING MORE, THAN THREE HOURS INSIDE MY HOME... CONVERSING; WATCHING ME PREFORM MY TAI~JI & STILL...GRACIOUSLY STRUGGLE THROUGH MY DAILY PAINS, JUST TO THOUGHTFULLY ENTERTAIN you... ONLY NOW; he ADMITS TO THE TRUTH... he just wants to: play b.m.o.c & fuck-a-buddie... NOW, THERE'S his true nature.

GOOD THING I WASTED NO TIME BELIEVING his lies NOR WAITING FOR him TO ACTUALLY KEEP his WORD & BEHAVE LIKE A GENUINE GENTLEMAN.

SINcerely,

MZ.M.A.MUSE

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I am still waiting for some horny male or female sluts to get on their knees and worship me better hurry up positions in my stable are at a premium horny sluts ill have you on your knees licking and kissing my boots

I love when a know it all sub comes to me with a script already worked out in his head(too many years ruined by self~deprecating masturbatory sessions while watching tacky and unrealistic porn)...I then flip the script and show him what a TRUE Domina does to a lowly and loathsome sub...making him grovel and beg for mercy...pushing him to the edge...bringing him back...teetering...only to push him completely over...into pure unbelievably submissive bliss...well beyond his wildest dreams