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I am what is referred to as a "Sensual/sensory Dom". I derive great pleasure from creating environments/scenes that are all about sensory stimulation whose sole purpose is to create massive amounts of PLEASURE for BOTH of us!! When we finish, the after-care cuddling and enhanced connection is absolutely sublime!
And THAT is why a woman submits to me: to experience a level of pleasure that is drawn out of her through a wonderfully connected, purposeful, observant process that is titillating for BOTH, and is actually, in a subconscious for YOU; quite conscious for me, way, created BY being observant of, and communicative with, YOU!
And THAT is why a woman submits to me: to experience a level of pleasure that is drawn out of her through a wonderfully connected, purposeful, observant process that is titillating for BOTH, and is actually, in a subconscious for YOU; quite conscious for me, way, created BY being observant of, and communicative with, YOU!
Hello my name is kirei (pronounced Key-ray) have been out of the fetish scene for about seven years or so, i realized how much i miss being a submissive and having a Master. Years ago, when I was deeply into BDSM, i really enjoyed the thrill of being "owned" and controlled by someone. Alas, after my last owner moved away i gave up being a Submissive in order to lead a "vanilla" existence. However i realize that i long to serve a Master once more. The frustration in this is maddening.
How does that saying go, "A leopard cannot change its spots" and i guess a "submissive" cannot change either. i guess as my contemporaries would say, "Submissive 4 life!" All kidding aside, i supposed that no matter what i do to suppress my dark desires they will always resurface. Ah well... i guess the first step is being honest with myself. Where do i go from here however?
Oh well... About myself, i like to dress as a doll, because i love pretty things... i like being tied up, flogged, or spanked, and made to comply with my Masters orders. i am a bit of an exhibitionist, but, not to a crazy extent, also i am probably more of a cum slut than a pain slut. Don't get me wrong, i like pain, just not an extreme amount of it.
Well anyway, i will have more as time progresses, but for now this is all i am able and willing to share.
Cheers!
How does that saying go, "A leopard cannot change its spots" and i guess a "submissive" cannot change either. i guess as my contemporaries would say, "Submissive 4 life!" All kidding aside, i supposed that no matter what i do to suppress my dark desires they will always resurface. Ah well... i guess the first step is being honest with myself. Where do i go from here however?
Oh well... About myself, i like to dress as a doll, because i love pretty things... i like being tied up, flogged, or spanked, and made to comply with my Masters orders. i am a bit of an exhibitionist, but, not to a crazy extent, also i am probably more of a cum slut than a pain slut. Don't get me wrong, i like pain, just not an extreme amount of it.
Well anyway, i will have more as time progresses, but for now this is all i am able and willing to share.
Cheers!
Some of my submission experiences are now viewable online at my site
http://www.amalieve.com
i would enjoy hearing both comments and requests!
ae
http://www.amalieve.com
i would enjoy hearing both comments and requests!
ae
"a Woman of few words 
"
I COULD WRITE VOLUMES.... I HAVE WRITTEN VOLUMES... YET, UNLESS YOU PURELY SEEK FINANCIAL PROFITS... THERE'S NO REAL POINT TO IT.
SO, SUDDENLY IT OCCURRED TO ME NOT LONG AGO, THE REASON WE SPEAK, TYPE OR WRITE... IS BECAUSE WE ARE TOO FRIGHTENED TO GET ANY CLOSER...
THINK ABOUT IT.... WHEN CAVE PEOPLE FIRST MET... BEFORE THE FIRST ARTIST ATTEMPTED TO COMMUNICATE, WITH PICTURES; IN THE DIRT OR ON A STONEWALL... WE ONLY COMMUNICATED THROUGH TOUCH... LONG BEFORE WE COULD MAKE WORDS FROM OUR MOUTHS... WE COMMUNICATED THROUGH TOUCH & BODY LANGUAGE, ALONE... JUST AS THE MORE JOVIAL ANIMALS STILL DO TODAY; ALL THE TIME... ONLY WHEN GIVING NOTICE OF A BESTIAL ENEMY... DO THEY VOICE WARNING...
SO, WHY IS IT TODAY; WE GET FURTHER & FURTHER AWAY... FROM OUR OWN TRUTH. WE ARE BUILT TO BE TACTILE CREATURES... NOT DRIVEN BY HARSH SOUNDS AGAINST YOUR EAR... WORDS UPON THE PAGE NOR FLASHES OF LIGHT, UP ON A SCREEN.
SINcerely,
MzMuse
"I COULD WRITE VOLUMES.... I HAVE WRITTEN VOLUMES... YET, UNLESS YOU PURELY SEEK FINANCIAL PROFITS... THERE'S NO REAL POINT TO IT.
SO, SUDDENLY IT OCCURRED TO ME NOT LONG AGO, THE REASON WE SPEAK, TYPE OR WRITE... IS BECAUSE WE ARE TOO FRIGHTENED TO GET ANY CLOSER...
THINK ABOUT IT.... WHEN CAVE PEOPLE FIRST MET... BEFORE THE FIRST ARTIST ATTEMPTED TO COMMUNICATE, WITH PICTURES; IN THE DIRT OR ON A STONEWALL... WE ONLY COMMUNICATED THROUGH TOUCH... LONG BEFORE WE COULD MAKE WORDS FROM OUR MOUTHS... WE COMMUNICATED THROUGH TOUCH & BODY LANGUAGE, ALONE... JUST AS THE MORE JOVIAL ANIMALS STILL DO TODAY; ALL THE TIME... ONLY WHEN GIVING NOTICE OF A BESTIAL ENEMY... DO THEY VOICE WARNING...
SO, WHY IS IT TODAY; WE GET FURTHER & FURTHER AWAY... FROM OUR OWN TRUTH. WE ARE BUILT TO BE TACTILE CREATURES... NOT DRIVEN BY HARSH SOUNDS AGAINST YOUR EAR... WORDS UPON THE PAGE NOR FLASHES OF LIGHT, UP ON A SCREEN.
SINcerely,
MzMuse
THERE WAS A GORGEOUS GOLDEN MOON LAST NIGHT...
SO, FULL & PERFECTLY ROUND...
IT REMINDED ME OF A PRICELESS PEARL ON A CLOUDLESS SEA OF BLUE...
OF COURSE, I LIVE FAR ENOUGH FROM THE CITY LIGHTS TO STILL ENJOY A STARLIT SKY...
EVEN WITHOUT AN ESCORT... SUCH A PERFECT LOVER'S MOON...
SOMETHING TO BEHOLD & APPRECIATE ADRIFT A CALM LAKE...
SNUGGLED WITH YOUR Lady IN A BOAT MADE FOR TWO...
WONDERING; HOW SO MANY GLIDE THROUGH LIFE...PAIN-FREE & BLINDED
TO SUCH BEAUTY...INSTEAD, I STAND ALONE... UNDER A PERFECT MOON...
ETERNALLY GRATEFUL, I'M NOT: DEAF, DUMB & BLIND, AS WELL AS CRIPPLED.
hello sensual and hot MzMuse2u ;
Collarme team send me yesterday one private mail.. thanks for add me to your Admirers profile list..,( Users who have added you to their favorites list)
if you want to know me better or perhaps.., you are in active seeeking of love for you ,switch, submissive, dominant..,or perhaps a LTR , long term relationship for your heart and intimate feelings..,please, say me
at your feet and high boots..with sensual kisses , love, smiles and adoration to you.
Have a nice day.
With my best wishes.
IF I WEREN'T ACTIVELY SEARCHING... I'D NOT BE HERE.
ACTUALLY, I WAS ATTRACTED BY THE ART YOU'VE CHOSEN TO DISPLAY.
NAMIO... HE IS MY FAVORITE EROTIC ARTIST... SOMETIMES; I THINK HE SOMEHOW GOT A GOOD LOOK AT MY BARE BACKSIDE... BECAUSE HE DRAWS IT SO PERFECTLY EVERY TIME... I LOVE ALL THE CURVES & THE EXQUISITE LOOKS UPON THEIR FACES...
"Dear sensual,hot and pretty MzMuse2u
Nice to meet you. Your profile and wishes..,are very large.. And Cartoons very nice.
But say me..,What do you need and do you seek in collarme.com web site ?
Don,t worry,and be happy !!! I don,t want any money for you. But your love , your pleasure , your smiles and your satisfaction of hot woman .., yes..,of course. Uhhmmmmmmmm...!
I am here to satisfy all your love, sensual and erotic dreams.
Would you like to seduce me lovingly, intimately?
Would you like to kiss and having me between your arms?
Are you one very hot submissive/ Dominant and horny woman who wants to love and to be loved?
What Do you think about how to have me very warm and special for you? Perhaps love, pleasure, fondness, tenderness
for your heart and smiles ...?
I like the intimate relations of love and long time duration for you, LTR, a long term relationship with good feeling and your seduction... For many years...Do you wish it? Perhaps.., As honeymoon.
Do you seek a future marriage perhaps, or living and sleeping together.. ?
only initial erotic penpal friendship perhaps..?
Sweet and hot kisses , a very warm hug and hot caresses with my lips and loving tongue and with afecttion,love,tenderness,endearment for you..,in your lips, in your neck, in your mouth, with sensibility and fondness in your tongue , in your shoulders, in your bellybutton, in all your skin, in your breasts, with sensibility and tenderness for you with kisses in all your body, with love and pleasure for your woman's heart
Sincerely yours,
more cartoons for your heart wishes..
sweet kisses in your sensual lips
with one smile in your pretty eyes"
IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE OF ME... MAKE GOOD USE OF MY PROFILE, PORTRAITS & PROSE... BECAUSE, THE LAST THING I NEED IS ANOTHER FACELESS FREELOADER WASTING MY PRECIOUS TIME...on-line...OR, ANYWHERE FOR THAT MATTER.
I NEED GENUINE COMPANIONS, WHO CARE ENOUGH TO INSURE MY WELL-BEING... WHETHER WE LIVE TOGETHER...OR NOT.
A TRUE GENTLEMAN...ALWAYS SEES TO A LADY'S COMFORT & CARE.
THAT IS MY ONLY DESIRE... TO BE: HAPPY, HEALTHY, WEALTHY & WISE.
BUT, SUCH BLISS CAN NEVER BE ATTAINED ALONE... HOWEVER, I DO NOT EXPECT ONE SOLITARY SOUL COULD EVER GENERATE THE PROPER ATMOSPHERE... NOR ADORATION FOR A WOMAN IN MY CONDITION... WHICH IS WHY; I SEEK MUTUALLY ATTRACTIVE & CHARMINGLY COMPATIBLE SOUL MATES... OF EVERY VARIETY... AS LONG AS, THEY REMAIN SINCERE...CHARISMATIC, CANDID, PLEASURABLY POSITIVE, ROMANTICALLY RELIABLE...GRACIOUSLY GENEROUS, WITH ME & DELIRIOUSLY DEVOTED TO MY CARE. HOWEVER, YOUR HEART &TALENTS MIGHT LEAD YOU...WHETHER BY STARTING A CORSET FUND FOR ME... OR SOMEHOW ATTAINING THE INVERSION BOARD, WHICH WAS MEDICALLY PRESCRIBED FOR ME; AGES AGO... I DON'T CARE; WHO PAYS FOR IT. AND, IF SAINT NICHOLAS IN HIS INFINITE MERCY...WERE TO MIRACULOUSLY HAVE ALL MY NEEDS MET & AWAITING ME, UPON MY FRONT PORCH TOMORROW... I'D SIMPLY GIVE A SILENT PRAYER OF GRATITUDE... BUT, I'D NEVER SCRUTINIZE SUCH A MIRACLE...NOR, IDIOTICALLY REJECT SUCH PRECIOUS GIFTS... REGARDLESS OF; HOW THEY CAME TO ME... THIS IS MY ATTITUDE IN ALL THINGS... ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER, THAN mere words ever will.
SINcerely,
MZ.MA.MUSE
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IF YOU TRULY CARE FOR ME... YOU WILL MAKE THE MOST OF MY PROFILE & MY JOURNAL.
STUDY THEM CAREFULLY; ESPECIALLY, IF ENGLISH ISN'T YOUR PRIMARY LANGUAGE.
IN SHORT... I NEED SENSUAL SPOILS TO EASE MY CHRONIC PAINS... BUT, ONLY THE MOST DEDICATED PEOPLE WILL SUFFICE... JUST AS WITH MY CUSTOM HANDMADE CORSETS... I'VE WASTED MY OWN MONEY TRYING TO FIND A READY MADE CORSET TO HELP MY PHYSICAL & FETISHISTIC NEEDS... NOW, I HAVEN'T THE FUNDS TO HAVE PROPER ONES MADE FROM A SERIOUS SPECIALIST...IT TOOK YEARS TO FIND... http://www.contourcorsets.com/
http://www.amazon.com/Health-Mark-Inversion-Therap...
THE SAME FOR THE INVERSION BOARD... IN FACT, THE ONLY THINGS AL MY DOCTORS AGREE UPON ARE... THE INVERSION BOARD... MY MEDICAL MARIJUANA, CUSTOM CORSETS, MULTIPLE ORGASMS, SWIMMING EXERCISES, HOT SALT BATHS & PLENTY OF TRUSTWORTHY COMPANIONS TO ASSIST ME = 24/7
Health Mark Pro Max Inversion Therapy Table~*~*~*~
You have a STUNNING profile!
YOUR SKIRT IS A BIT OF A SHOWSTOPPER, AS WELL...
KILT...YES, I KNOW.
BUT, ME RED HAIRED GRANNY ALWAYS SAID; YOU COULD KID A SCOTSMAN...BOUT HIS KILT... BUT, NEVER HIS KINSMEN."
BTW, MACKENZIE... WOOD NA BE A FAMILIAR FAMILY NAME?
ASKED THE GREEN EYED AUBURN HAIRED LASS, WITH THE WEIRD ACCENT.
...ACTUALLY, I'M THE ONLY ONE IN MY FAMILY, THAT KEPT OUR SCOTCH/IRISH COLORING & THE GERMAN BUILD... THE REST TOOK OUR NATIVE LOOK... DARK SKIN...BLACK HAIR... HAIRLESS BODIES... I SWEAR NOT 3 CHEST HAIRS AMONG ALL THE MEN & I'M TALLER, THAN MOST OF THEM.
BUT, THE BIGGEST PART, THAT MAKES ME REGRET LOOSING OUR FAMILY HERITAGE... WE'VE LOST OUR OVERALL IDENTITY... BUT, EVERY IMMIGRANT WAS BRAINWASHED INTO CHANGING OUR TRUE NAMES... FOR "ELLIS ISLAND DREAMS".
SO, MUCH SO... THAT ELLIS... IS NOW A FAMILY NAME... ALONG WITH EVERY SPELLING VARIATION OF: RAYE, WRAY, RAE, RAY... AS WELL AS: HARDEN, HARDIN, HARDYN...etc. ANYWAY... AMONG MY MANY FETISHISTIC QUIRKS... VOCAL ACCENTS & FOREIGN LANGUAGES MAKE ME WET... QUITE LITERALLY... SOMETHING AKIN TO JLC... IN "A FISH CALLED WANDA"... ALTHOUGH, UNLIKE THE MOVIES; I CAN'T CLIMAX, WITH MERELY A SHORT PHRASE... IT HAS TO BE THE RIGHT TONE OF VOICE... AN ATTRACTIVE DIALECT... AND A SILK BLINDFOLD... MAYBE EVEN THE ROPES... BUT, YES... I'VE HAPPILY EXPERIENCE COUNTLESS ORGASMS FROM MERELY HAVING, JUST THE RIGHT MAN; WHISPER "SWEET-NOTHINGS"...IN MY EAR.
It's only a skirt if you wear panties!
Both of my parents are Irish but I was raised in Scotland. Therefore my accent is rather like Sean Connery meets Liam Neeson.
SO, SINCE I NEVER WEAR PANTIES... SKIRT OR KILT?
MY PEOPLE ARE FROM BOTH SIDES OF THE POND, AS WELL... IN FACT, WE NEVER KNEW WHETHER GRANNY WAS MOSTLY IRISH OR SCOTTISH... NO CATHOLICS...THAT'S FOR SURE... BUT, WE DO HAVE A FEW BRITS, ONE CHEROKEE & THE REST ARE PRE-20th CENTURY GERMAN/BAVARIAN.
MEANWHILE, I'M A SENSUAL SOUTHERN BELLE LIVING IN BLUE COLLAR CANADA... SURROUNDED BY BEER SWILLN' HOCKEY FANATICS...
I CAN'T HELP THINKIN' I'M IN THE WRONG PLACE... BUT, I'VE CIRCLED THE GLOBE SEARCHING... AND, THERE IS NO ONE ELSE LIKE ME... JUST AS ABSENT ... IS THE IMPERATIVE SPARK... INSTEAD, I SIMPLY FEEL AS THOUGH I'M REPEATING MYSELF... WITH NO REAL VALIDATION NOR WELL EARNED REWARD...FOR SO MUCH BACK BREAKING EFFORT.
BUT, THERE IS NO WHERE ELSE TO SEEK; MY COMPATIBLE COUNTERPARTS.
HOPE YOUR EXPERIENCES ARE MUCH MORE FRUITFUL, THAN MY OWN.
~*~*~*~
I'D STILL RATHER BE ALONE... FREE TO BE ME...
rather than being tortured by greedy gluttonous greasy-grabby lil'idiots
too selfish & brainwashed to REALLY APPRECIATE ME & MY TALENTS...
SINcerely,
MZ.M.
~*~*~*~
:O
APPARENTLY, I'M JUST TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE...
ACCORDING TO A MASTERFUL FRIEND OF MINE... REPEATEDLY PROCLAIMED, WITH THAT RAKISH SMILE ON HIS ARROGANT LIPS...
EITHER WAY, THAT DECLARATION DOESN'T REALLY HELP ME, AT ALL...
NOT WHEN I KNOW HE'S SAYING IT...OUT OF SHEER JOY, FOR THE FACT, THAT MEANS... HE GETS TO REGULARLY BE THE ONLY ONE I CAN CALL TO GIVE ME THE TWO HOUR BATH; I SO CHERISH... WITHOUT HIM, I CAN HARDLY WASH MY HAIR... HALF WAY DOWN MY BACK & 1O POUNDS HEAVY SOAK N WET...
YES, I COULD CUT IT...AND, I DO KEEP IT TRIMMED... BUT, I LIKE MY HAIR LONG...
JUST AS MUCH AS I PREFER TWO HOUR BATHS, OVER A TWO MINUTE SHOWER.
BUT, LIKE HE SAID... FEW GENTLEMEN: TOP, BOTTOM, SUB OR SLAVE...
VERY FEW LOVERS WILL EVER OFFER THE GENUINE CARE & ATTENTION, I CONSISTENTLY REQUIRE... they all love to toss around a truckload of empty promises though... IF I ONLY HAD MY VERY OWN CUSTOM CORSETS... FOR EVERY ONE, THAT WAS PROMISED TO ME, BY selfish lil'boys lookin' to get under MY SKIRT & INTO MY SHIRT... I'D HAVE A DIFFERENT CORSET FOR EVERYDAY....THE REST OF MY LIFE... I'D ALSO HAVE MY JACUZZI & MY TOP-LINE INVERSION TABLE; THRICE OVER... INSTEAD, I HAVE NINE YEARS CELIBACY & MY SELF-RESPECT INTACT.
BUT, I DIDN'T SEE NOR HEAR HIM COMPLAININ'... IN FACT, HE LEARNED QUITE A FEW NEW TRICKS FROM ME TODAY...
GOOD THING; WE NEVER WASTE TIME, OVER IDIOTIC LABELS... OF COURSE, HE KNOWS I'LL REFUSE HIS BATH-TIME ASSISTANCE;
IF HE EVEN ATTEMPTS TO BE CONDESCENDING OR DOMINANT, WITH ME...
JUST AS I WOULD NEVER ATTEMPT TO ORDER HIM ABOUT...
LIKE HE DOES, WITH HIS SUBMISSIVES.
BUT, THAT STILL DOESN'T SOLVE THE RIDICULOUS DOUBTS & EXCUSES PEOPLE METHODICALLY USE TO SELFISHLY WASTE MY TIME.
WELL, I MAY BE TOO GOOD TO BE READILY BELIEVED BY: fakers, frauds & freeloaders; those poisonous PEOPLE TOO IGNORANT & SELFISH FOR ME TO ABIDE...
BESIDES, IF THEY DON'T KNOW; HOW LUCKY THEY REALLY ARE FOR THE PRIVILEGE & PLEASURE OF MY COMPANY, AS WELL AS MY KNOWLEDGEABLE EXPERTISE...
THEN, I DO NOT CARE TO WASTE MY TIME...TRYING TO CONVINCE ANYONE ...ESPECIALLY, those TOO LAZY & BLIND TO ACKNOWLEDGE MY MANY EFFORTS.
I NEED NO MORE HASSLES NOR HEARTACHES... NO MATTER THE EXCUSE NOR LABEL...
I'LL CRAWL TO THE TUB ALONE & WASTE TEN HOURS FAILING TO BATHE MYSELF...
LONG BEFORE, I'LL EVER STOOP TO JUSTIFY MY LIFE TO: hypocrites, haters & players... ESPECIALLY, WHEN THEY'RE TOO FOOLISH TO TELL MY PAINSTAKING REALITY,FROM the rest of the talentless money grubbin': liars, phonies & freeloadin' fakes.
~*~*~*~
III
"wonderful pictures my dear"
I DO MY BEST...
What a very very pleasing thought, it is lifechanging when a beautiful girl does her best to give you everything
YES... & VISA/VERSA... BUT, ONLY IF THE BOY LOVINGLY & RESPECTFULLY...
RECIPROCATES...IN TURN. OTHERWISE ONE ALWAYS GIVES TOO MUCH...
WHILE THE OTHER HABITUALLY EARNS & GIVES TOO little, IN RETURN...
UNTIL THE RIVER RUNS DRY & DIES...
ALONG WITH EVERY LIVING THING, THAT DEPENDED,
UPON SUCH NECESSARY RESOURCES.
SO, WHITHER & DIE...
THE ROSE DEAD ON THE VINE,
BECAUSE EVERYBODY FOUGHT TO KEEP THE GORGEOUS FLOWER FOR THEMSELVES...
NEVER THINKING TO KEEP THE BRAIRBUSH ALIVE...
IT WILL PRODUCE BIGGER & BETTER; EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL BLOOMS...
SOMEDAY...
BUT, ONLY IF THE BRIARBUSH IS TENDED, WATERED, SHELTERED FROM BAD WEATHER...
KEPT IN GOOD SOIL & FREE OF PESTS & BLIGHT...
BUT, WITHOUT THE PROPER CARE... BEAUTY DIES...
A SLOW & MERCILESS DEATH; UNWANTED, UNTOUCHED & UNNOTICED...
EVEN AWARD WINNING ROSE BUSHES ARE TOMORROWS COMPOST.
SO, HOPEFULLY... ANY "LIFECHANGING" EVENTS
WILL PROVE TO BE HAPPY & HEALTHY ONES...
FOR BOTH OF US...
rather that proving to be another poisoned pen letter from haters,
who love to see such misery & suffering...
ESPECIALLY FROM THIS SCHADENFREUDE MAIDEN.
"I peeked in the door as I browsed my way through this erotic but somewhat frustrating site... Looking to meet someone real and that has proven difficult here so far. Wish you were closer to west coast US."
WISHES WON'T GET ME ANYWHERE
& IT DEFINITELY WON'T HELP TO HEAL ME, EITHER.
MEANWHILE, YOU MAY BE GOOD-LOOKING "EYECANDY", WITH A KILLER SMILE... BUT, I'D RATHER BE CONTACTED BY REAL MEN, WHO DON'T GIVE NOR TAKE excuses.
FRANKLY, I'D BE ECSTATIC TO FIND MY COMPATIBLE COUNTERPART; NO MATTER THE PLANETS LOCATION...BUT, IF HE IMMEDIATELY UTTERED ANYTHING LIKE "wish you were closer"... KNOWING; I'M penniless & PARTIALLY HANDICAP... that's worse, than insulting to ME... NO, HE'S JUST TOO LAZY TO MEET ME... I IMMEDIATELY KNOW... IF IT'S NOT ONE SAD BAD sorry & selfish excuse; IT'S ALWAYS ANOTHER...
YOU MUST EARN THE PRIVILEGE TO BE, WITH THIS LADY... AND WORK TO KEEP MY FAITH; EVERY MOMENT... but, whining like a baby; too scared to take a car ride or a vacation... then you deserve to waste your life, with web-fakers... you're too much of a whiner & quitter to EVER BE OF ANY REAL USE TO ME OR YOURSELF...NOT IN MY 24/7 REAL BDSM RELATIONSHIPS... I DO NOT BELIEVE YOU COULD WILLINGLY EARN YOUR PLACE AT MY SIDE NOR UNDER MY BOOT-HEEL, EITHER. ... EVEN IF I LIVED NEXT DOOR.... YOU'D MESS IT UP; FROM ANY DISTANCE.... with the poor attitude you currently cling too.
MZ.M.
MEANWHILE, I'D RATHER POOR ALL MY ENERGY INTO REAL WORLD...PLEASURABLY PHYSICAL... CHARISMATICALLY CLEVER, & COMPATIBLE COMPANIONS...NO MATTER; HOW FAR APART, WE MAY BE GEOGRAPHICALLY... IT'S TRUE CHARACTER, CHARM & COMPATIBILITY, THAT MOVES ME TO STILL BELIEVE IN LOVE... EVEN, WHEN; I KNOW ALL THE ODDS ARE AGAINST ME... I'LL NEVER SETTLE FOR A TREACHEROUS, COWARD, NOR ANOTHER NEUROTIC ABUSER, EITHER.
CHISELERS, PAUPERS, GIGOLOS, BUMS...AND ALL THE OTHER CRETINOUS CREATURES... LOOKING FOR A FREE RIDE... OR PUNCHING BAG... you are NOT WELCOMED HERE & NEVER WILL BE,
REAL LOVE WON'T BE DENIED NOR REASONED AWAY...REGARDLESS OF THE HARDSHIPS FOUGHT NOR THE TERROR ENDURED... WITH TRUE LOVE WAITING FOR YOU TO RETURN TO MY ARMS... NEITHER, HEAVEN, HELL NOR DEATH; ITSELF COULD KEEP ME FROM MY BELOVED... NOT; IF, I KNEW; ...HAVING ACTUALLY HAD PROOF...PHYSICAL AFFIRMATION OF OUR UNDENIABLE CHEMISTRY...HIS TRUE CHARACTER, TEMPERAMENT... HONORABLE INTENTIONS; TO KNOW FOR ABSOLUTE, THAT HE EXISTS... AND, THE SENSUAL INTEREST BETWEEN US IS BLESSEDLY MUTUAL ; AS WELL AS BEING INDESCRIBABLY HOT... LIKE SPONTANEOUS COMBUSTION... EVEN THE AIR STARTS TO CRACKLE, WITH ELECTRIFYING CURRENTS... PULSING BETWEEN US, AT THE MERE PROSPECT OF ALLOWING OUR LUST TO FUEL&FUSE US; MELTING ONE TO ANOTHER...
YA JUST GOTTA LOVE A TANTRA TEACHER LIKE ME... IF I HONESTLY KNEW HOW TO MAKE CONTACT; WITH MY LONG LOST SOUL-MATE. I'D NEVER BLOW HIM OFF, WITH tricks, traps, lies & excuses. FIRST, I HAVEN'T THE TIME NOR ENERGY. WOULDN'T WASTE THEM, EVEN WITH PLENTY TO SPARE... I BELIEVE IN CHIVALRY... MEN DO THE FIGHTING... THEY SHOULD ALSO DO THE DEFENDING... A REAL MAN KNOWS; HOW TO PROVIDE WELL FOR HIS LOVED ONES... AS HE SHOULD... HE ALSO NEVER FAILS TO PROTECT... BE THE FOE A BAD NEIGHBOR, BURGLAR, RAPIST OR MERELY THE DREADFUL MOTHER IN LAW... A REAL MAN NEVER SCRUTINIZES A LADY; CERTAINLY NEVER IN FRONT OF OTHERS... ONLY A SPINELESS COWARD HIDES BEHIND FRAUDULENT PHOTOS & LITERARY ANONYMITY... BUT, IT TAKES TRUE COURAGE TO FACE UP TO MY LIFE EVERYDAY... WHICH IS WHY I WON'T HAVE ANY lazy neurotic back-stabbin cunts... TRYING REPEATEDLY TO BAN ME FROM EVERY WEBSITE IN OR OUT OF THIS SO CALLED COMMUNITY... BUT, "THE REAL THING" IS STILL HERE... WORKING HARD & WAITING FOR THE ONE, WHO UNDERSTANDS ME WITHOUT QUESTION...PROTECTS ME, INSTINCTIVELY & LOVES UNCONDITIONALLY...
ALL. THINGS CAN BE EASILY OVERCOME; IF THE BOND BETWEEN US PROVES GENUINE & RECIPROCATED. HOWEVER, BE IT 50...500...5,000 MILES, BETWEEN US... I ALWAYS FIGHT FOR THE LOVE I DESIRE... BUT, THIS CRIPPLED LADY...WOULD NEVER WASTE MY LIFE AWAY....RUNNING AFTER FALSE HOPES, EMPTY DREAMS & THEN, REPRESSING MY OWN TRUE NATURE...RESTING ON MY PIOUS LAURELS... MAKING EVERY EXCUSE, AS TO WHY; I INTENTIONALLY PUSH PEOPLE AWAY. WHEN I KNOW DEEP DOWN... THE BENEVOLENT STRANGER... PATRON, PROTECTOR & PROVIDER... THE MAN OF MY DREAMS... IS THE CULMINATION OF TOO MANY HOURS SPENT READING ROMANCE NOVELS... WRITTEN BY LOVESICK WOMEN & POETESS'... BUT, REAL MEN ARE NEVER SO ATTENTIVE, AS WOMEN MENTALLY RE-CREATE THEM, IN ORDER TO SELL MORE FANTASIES & FALSE HOPES OF EVERY FINDING A REAL GENTLEMAN & LOVER... ONE; WHO IS GENUINELY: TALENTED, CAPABLE & WILLING TO GO ANY DISTANCE TO FIND THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE... STOPPING SHORT OF NOTHIN' SAVE DEATH... TO BE TOGETHER, WITH ME...IN THE FLESH; ASAP. ANYTHING LESS RESPONSIVE... ONLY PROVES TO BE TRASH MAIL; <<
TRUE LOVE FOLLOWS ME DEVOTEDLY, WHEREVER I GO... BUT, COWARDS; TOO FRIGHTENED TO STAND UP, TO THEIR OWN SHADOW... SUCH HUMAN JELLYFISH... CAN ONLY CAUSE TROUBLE FOR EVERYONE... BUT, SINCE COLD BLOODED ANIMALS FEEL NO REMORSE NOR PITY... AN EROTICALLY EMPATHETIC WITCH LIKE ME... I MUST WITHDRAW OR DIE... LITERALLY, I'M HIGHLY ALLERGIC TO: hypocrites, HUMILIATION, lies&liars, sadists, sycophants & any other types of two-faced traitors... ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO HAVE WELL PAYING JOBS... BUT, OFFER NO ASSISTANCE TO OTHERS IN NEED. BASICALLY, THEY INTENTIONALLY EXPLOIT ME... FOR UNDESERVED ATTENTIONS... FULLY EXPECT TO BE PAID EVERY DAY THEY WORK... WHILE THIS UNEMPLOYABLE INVALID... CAN'T GET SO MUCH AS A PENNY IN RECOGNITION OF MY TALENTS... I HAVE NO SALARY TO VALIDATE MY WORK... INSTEAD, THIS PENNILESS PHILOSOPHER GETS NOTHING MORE, THAN PATHETICALLY REDUNDANT MEMOS FROM IMMATURE ADOLESCENTS... COUNTLESS NUMBERS OF SLIMY FREELOADING JELLYFISH... TOO DUMB, DEAF & BLIND TO EVER IMAGINE UTILIZING MY PORTRAITS & PROFILES... NO THAT TAKES CONSIDERABLE RESPECT FOR YOURSELF & ME... TO INTENTIONALLY TAKE ON THE RESPONSIBILITY OF HELPING ME IN THE FLESH...rather than flinging more junk mail at ME...in another absurd scheme to rob ME of any HAPPINESS; BY PEDDLING poisonous rumors & egotistical excuses... WHATEVER IT TAKES TO KEEP YOURSELF FROM BEING KIND & CHARITABLE TO THOSE OF US IN DIRE NEED. instead, do like most mass mail pity parties to everyone you know...offer ever excuse for your flaky untrustworthy countenance... be sure to use some of the very same excuses to the bank...next time the IRS SHOWS UP... you say; sorry but you live too far way...
maybe after a decade or two in LEAVENWORTH FED PEN... YOUR BULLMASTER... MIGHT NOT ASS-RAPE & BEAT YOU; EVERY DAY& NIGHT.... WITHIN AN INCH OF YOUR PATHETIC LIFE... whenever you offer another egotistical excuse for your apathetic behaviors.... then again...HE'LL probably smash your fingers & hands...cut out your lying tongue; pulverize your kneecaps... then knock out all your teeth... cause anybody this ridiculously lazy & manipulative... should spend the rest of life crawling on all fours; like the brainless beast he's proven to be... devoid of the speech he's not worthy to utter... and, without any teeth...put into a full rubber body suit... sucking cock..or golfballs through a gardenhose... being the best seat for the QUEEN'S CHAIR... THAT'S ALL you could ever ASPIRE TO BE around the house...BUT, EVEN THEN IT'S DOUBTLESS YOU'D MAKE IT, THAT FAR... you haven't the DEDICATION NOR THE IMAGINATION TO PROVE RELIABLE...MUCH LESS WORTHY OF MY HOME & MY GIFTS.
SINcerely,
MZ.M.
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SO, FULL & PERFECTLY ROUND...
IT REMINDED ME OF A PRICELESS PEARL ON A CLOUDLESS SEA OF BLUE...
OF COURSE, I LIVE FAR ENOUGH FROM THE CITY LIGHTS TO STILL ENJOY A STARLIT SKY...
EVEN WITHOUT AN ESCORT... SUCH A PERFECT LOVER'S MOON...
SOMETHING TO BEHOLD & APPRECIATE ADRIFT A CALM LAKE...
SNUGGLED WITH YOUR Lady IN A BOAT MADE FOR TWO...
WONDERING; HOW SO MANY GLIDE THROUGH LIFE...PAIN-FREE & BLINDED
TO SUCH BEAUTY...INSTEAD, I STAND ALONE... UNDER A PERFECT MOON...
ETERNALLY GRATEFUL, I'M NOT: DEAF, DUMB & BLIND, AS WELL AS CRIPPLED.
hello sensual and hot MzMuse2u ;
Collarme team send me yesterday one private mail.. thanks for add me to your Admirers profile list..,( Users who have added you to their favorites list)
if you want to know me better or perhaps.., you are in active seeeking of love for you ,switch, submissive, dominant..,or perhaps a LTR , long term relationship for your heart and intimate feelings..,please, say me
at your feet and high boots..with sensual kisses , love, smiles and adoration to you.
Have a nice day.
With my best wishes.
IF I WEREN'T ACTIVELY SEARCHING... I'D NOT BE HERE.
ACTUALLY, I WAS ATTRACTED BY THE ART YOU'VE CHOSEN TO DISPLAY.
NAMIO... HE IS MY FAVORITE EROTIC ARTIST... SOMETIMES; I THINK HE SOMEHOW GOT A GOOD LOOK AT MY BARE BACKSIDE... BECAUSE HE DRAWS IT SO PERFECTLY EVERY TIME... I LOVE ALL THE CURVES & THE EXQUISITE LOOKS UPON THEIR FACES...
"Dear sensual,hot and pretty MzMuse2u
Nice to meet you. Your profile and wishes..,are very large.. And Cartoons very nice.
But say me..,What do you need and do you seek in collarme.com web site ?
Don,t worry,and be happy !!! I don,t want any money for you. But your love , your pleasure , your smiles and your satisfaction of hot woman .., yes..,of course. Uhhmmmmmmmm...!
I am here to satisfy all your love, sensual and erotic dreams.
Would you like to seduce me lovingly, intimately?
Would you like to kiss and having me between your arms?
Are you one very hot submissive/ Dominant and horny woman who wants to love and to be loved?
What Do you think about how to have me very warm and special for you? Perhaps love, pleasure, fondness, tenderness
for your heart and smiles ...?
I like the intimate relations of love and long time duration for you, LTR, a long term relationship with good feeling and your seduction... For many years...Do you wish it? Perhaps.., As honeymoon.
Do you seek a future marriage perhaps, or living and sleeping together.. ?
only initial erotic penpal friendship perhaps..?
Sweet and hot kisses , a very warm hug and hot caresses with my lips and loving tongue and with afecttion,love,tenderness,endearment for you..,in your lips, in your neck, in your mouth, with sensibility and fondness in your tongue , in your shoulders, in your bellybutton, in all your skin, in your breasts, with sensibility and tenderness for you with kisses in all your body, with love and pleasure for your woman's heart
Sincerely yours,
more cartoons for your heart wishes..
sweet kisses in your sensual lips
with one smile in your pretty eyes"
IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE OF ME... MAKE GOOD USE OF MY PROFILE, PORTRAITS & PROSE... BECAUSE, THE LAST THING I NEED IS ANOTHER FACELESS FREELOADER WASTING MY PRECIOUS TIME...on-line...OR, ANYWHERE FOR THAT MATTER.
I NEED GENUINE COMPANIONS, WHO CARE ENOUGH TO INSURE MY WELL-BEING... WHETHER WE LIVE TOGETHER...OR NOT.
A TRUE GENTLEMAN...ALWAYS SEES TO A LADY'S COMFORT & CARE.
THAT IS MY ONLY DESIRE... TO BE: HAPPY, HEALTHY, WEALTHY & WISE.
BUT, SUCH BLISS CAN NEVER BE ATTAINED ALONE... HOWEVER, I DO NOT EXPECT ONE SOLITARY SOUL COULD EVER GENERATE THE PROPER ATMOSPHERE... NOR ADORATION FOR A WOMAN IN MY CONDITION... WHICH IS WHY; I SEEK MUTUALLY ATTRACTIVE & CHARMINGLY COMPATIBLE SOUL MATES... OF EVERY VARIETY... AS LONG AS, THEY REMAIN SINCERE...CHARISMATIC, CANDID, PLEASURABLY POSITIVE, ROMANTICALLY RELIABLE...GRACIOUSLY GENEROUS, WITH ME & DELIRIOUSLY DEVOTED TO MY CARE. HOWEVER, YOUR HEART &TALENTS MIGHT LEAD YOU...WHETHER BY STARTING A CORSET FUND FOR ME... OR SOMEHOW ATTAINING THE INVERSION BOARD, WHICH WAS MEDICALLY PRESCRIBED FOR ME; AGES AGO... I DON'T CARE; WHO PAYS FOR IT. AND, IF SAINT NICHOLAS IN HIS INFINITE MERCY...WERE TO MIRACULOUSLY HAVE ALL MY NEEDS MET & AWAITING ME, UPON MY FRONT PORCH TOMORROW... I'D SIMPLY GIVE A SILENT PRAYER OF GRATITUDE... BUT, I'D NEVER SCRUTINIZE SUCH A MIRACLE...NOR, IDIOTICALLY REJECT SUCH PRECIOUS GIFTS... REGARDLESS OF; HOW THEY CAME TO ME... THIS IS MY ATTITUDE IN ALL THINGS... ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER, THAN mere words ever will.
SINcerely,
MZ.MA.MUSE
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IF YOU TRULY CARE FOR ME... YOU WILL MAKE THE MOST OF MY PROFILE & MY JOURNAL.
STUDY THEM CAREFULLY; ESPECIALLY, IF ENGLISH ISN'T YOUR PRIMARY LANGUAGE.
IN SHORT... I NEED SENSUAL SPOILS TO EASE MY CHRONIC PAINS... BUT, ONLY THE MOST DEDICATED PEOPLE WILL SUFFICE... JUST AS WITH MY CUSTOM HANDMADE CORSETS... I'VE WASTED MY OWN MONEY TRYING TO FIND A READY MADE CORSET TO HELP MY PHYSICAL & FETISHISTIC NEEDS... NOW, I HAVEN'T THE FUNDS TO HAVE PROPER ONES MADE FROM A SERIOUS SPECIALIST...IT TOOK YEARS TO FIND... http://www.contourcorsets.com/
http://www.amazon.com/Health-Mark-Inversion-Therap...
THE SAME FOR THE INVERSION BOARD... IN FACT, THE ONLY THINGS AL MY DOCTORS AGREE UPON ARE... THE INVERSION BOARD... MY MEDICAL MARIJUANA, CUSTOM CORSETS, MULTIPLE ORGASMS, SWIMMING EXERCISES, HOT SALT BATHS & PLENTY OF TRUSTWORTHY COMPANIONS TO ASSIST ME = 24/7
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You have a STUNNING profile!
YOUR SKIRT IS A BIT OF A SHOWSTOPPER, AS WELL...
KILT...YES, I KNOW.
BUT, ME RED HAIRED GRANNY ALWAYS SAID; YOU COULD KID A SCOTSMAN...BOUT HIS KILT... BUT, NEVER HIS KINSMEN."
BTW, MACKENZIE... WOOD NA BE A FAMILIAR FAMILY NAME?
ASKED THE GREEN EYED AUBURN HAIRED LASS, WITH THE WEIRD ACCENT.
...ACTUALLY, I'M THE ONLY ONE IN MY FAMILY, THAT KEPT OUR SCOTCH/IRISH COLORING & THE GERMAN BUILD... THE REST TOOK OUR NATIVE LOOK... DARK SKIN...BLACK HAIR... HAIRLESS BODIES... I SWEAR NOT 3 CHEST HAIRS AMONG ALL THE MEN & I'M TALLER, THAN MOST OF THEM.BUT, THE BIGGEST PART, THAT MAKES ME REGRET LOOSING OUR FAMILY HERITAGE... WE'VE LOST OUR OVERALL IDENTITY... BUT, EVERY IMMIGRANT WAS BRAINWASHED INTO CHANGING OUR TRUE NAMES... FOR "ELLIS ISLAND DREAMS".
SO, MUCH SO... THAT ELLIS... IS NOW A FAMILY NAME... ALONG WITH EVERY SPELLING VARIATION OF: RAYE, WRAY, RAE, RAY... AS WELL AS: HARDEN, HARDIN, HARDYN...etc. ANYWAY... AMONG MY MANY FETISHISTIC QUIRKS... VOCAL ACCENTS & FOREIGN LANGUAGES MAKE ME WET... QUITE LITERALLY... SOMETHING AKIN TO JLC... IN "A FISH CALLED WANDA"... ALTHOUGH, UNLIKE THE MOVIES; I CAN'T CLIMAX, WITH MERELY A SHORT PHRASE... IT HAS TO BE THE RIGHT TONE OF VOICE... AN ATTRACTIVE DIALECT... AND A SILK BLINDFOLD... MAYBE EVEN THE ROPES... BUT, YES... I'VE HAPPILY EXPERIENCE COUNTLESS ORGASMS FROM MERELY HAVING, JUST THE RIGHT MAN; WHISPER "SWEET-NOTHINGS"...IN MY EAR.
It's only a skirt if you wear panties!
Both of my parents are Irish but I was raised in Scotland. Therefore my accent is rather like Sean Connery meets Liam Neeson.
SO, SINCE I NEVER WEAR PANTIES... SKIRT OR KILT?
MY PEOPLE ARE FROM BOTH SIDES OF THE POND, AS WELL... IN FACT, WE NEVER KNEW WHETHER GRANNY WAS MOSTLY IRISH OR SCOTTISH... NO CATHOLICS...THAT'S FOR SURE... BUT, WE DO HAVE A FEW BRITS, ONE CHEROKEE & THE REST ARE PRE-20th CENTURY GERMAN/BAVARIAN.
MEANWHILE, I'M A SENSUAL SOUTHERN BELLE LIVING IN BLUE COLLAR CANADA... SURROUNDED BY BEER SWILLN' HOCKEY FANATICS...
I CAN'T HELP THINKIN' I'M IN THE WRONG PLACE... BUT, I'VE CIRCLED THE GLOBE SEARCHING... AND, THERE IS NO ONE ELSE LIKE ME... JUST AS ABSENT ... IS THE IMPERATIVE SPARK... INSTEAD, I SIMPLY FEEL AS THOUGH I'M REPEATING MYSELF... WITH NO REAL VALIDATION NOR WELL EARNED REWARD...FOR SO MUCH BACK BREAKING EFFORT.
BUT, THERE IS NO WHERE ELSE TO SEEK; MY COMPATIBLE COUNTERPARTS.
HOPE YOUR EXPERIENCES ARE MUCH MORE FRUITFUL, THAN MY OWN.
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I'D STILL RATHER BE ALONE... FREE TO BE ME...
rather than being tortured by greedy gluttonous greasy-grabby lil'idiots
too selfish & brainwashed to REALLY APPRECIATE ME & MY TALENTS...
SINcerely,
MZ.M.
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:O
APPARENTLY, I'M JUST TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE...
ACCORDING TO A MASTERFUL FRIEND OF MINE... REPEATEDLY PROCLAIMED, WITH THAT RAKISH SMILE ON HIS ARROGANT LIPS...
EITHER WAY, THAT DECLARATION DOESN'T REALLY HELP ME, AT ALL...
NOT WHEN I KNOW HE'S SAYING IT...OUT OF SHEER JOY, FOR THE FACT, THAT MEANS... HE GETS TO REGULARLY BE THE ONLY ONE I CAN CALL TO GIVE ME THE TWO HOUR BATH; I SO CHERISH... WITHOUT HIM, I CAN HARDLY WASH MY HAIR... HALF WAY DOWN MY BACK & 1O POUNDS HEAVY SOAK N WET...
YES, I COULD CUT IT...AND, I DO KEEP IT TRIMMED... BUT, I LIKE MY HAIR LONG...
JUST AS MUCH AS I PREFER TWO HOUR BATHS, OVER A TWO MINUTE SHOWER.
BUT, LIKE HE SAID... FEW GENTLEMEN: TOP, BOTTOM, SUB OR SLAVE...
VERY FEW LOVERS WILL EVER OFFER THE GENUINE CARE & ATTENTION, I CONSISTENTLY REQUIRE... they all love to toss around a truckload of empty promises though... IF I ONLY HAD MY VERY OWN CUSTOM CORSETS... FOR EVERY ONE, THAT WAS PROMISED TO ME, BY selfish lil'boys lookin' to get under MY SKIRT & INTO MY SHIRT... I'D HAVE A DIFFERENT CORSET FOR EVERYDAY....THE REST OF MY LIFE... I'D ALSO HAVE MY JACUZZI & MY TOP-LINE INVERSION TABLE; THRICE OVER... INSTEAD, I HAVE NINE YEARS CELIBACY & MY SELF-RESPECT INTACT.
BUT, I DIDN'T SEE NOR HEAR HIM COMPLAININ'... IN FACT, HE LEARNED QUITE A FEW NEW TRICKS FROM ME TODAY...
GOOD THING; WE NEVER WASTE TIME, OVER IDIOTIC LABELS... OF COURSE, HE KNOWS I'LL REFUSE HIS BATH-TIME ASSISTANCE;
IF HE EVEN ATTEMPTS TO BE CONDESCENDING OR DOMINANT, WITH ME...
JUST AS I WOULD NEVER ATTEMPT TO ORDER HIM ABOUT...
LIKE HE DOES, WITH HIS SUBMISSIVES.
BUT, THAT STILL DOESN'T SOLVE THE RIDICULOUS DOUBTS & EXCUSES PEOPLE METHODICALLY USE TO SELFISHLY WASTE MY TIME.
WELL, I MAY BE TOO GOOD TO BE READILY BELIEVED BY: fakers, frauds & freeloaders; those poisonous PEOPLE TOO IGNORANT & SELFISH FOR ME TO ABIDE...
BESIDES, IF THEY DON'T KNOW; HOW LUCKY THEY REALLY ARE FOR THE PRIVILEGE & PLEASURE OF MY COMPANY, AS WELL AS MY KNOWLEDGEABLE EXPERTISE...
THEN, I DO NOT CARE TO WASTE MY TIME...TRYING TO CONVINCE ANYONE ...ESPECIALLY, those TOO LAZY & BLIND TO ACKNOWLEDGE MY MANY EFFORTS.
I NEED NO MORE HASSLES NOR HEARTACHES... NO MATTER THE EXCUSE NOR LABEL...
I'LL CRAWL TO THE TUB ALONE & WASTE TEN HOURS FAILING TO BATHE MYSELF...
LONG BEFORE, I'LL EVER STOOP TO JUSTIFY MY LIFE TO: hypocrites, haters & players... ESPECIALLY, WHEN THEY'RE TOO FOOLISH TO TELL MY PAINSTAKING REALITY,FROM the rest of the talentless money grubbin': liars, phonies & freeloadin' fakes.
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III
"wonderful pictures my dear"
I DO MY BEST...
What a very very pleasing thought, it is lifechanging when a beautiful girl does her best to give you everything
YES... & VISA/VERSA... BUT, ONLY IF THE BOY LOVINGLY & RESPECTFULLY...
RECIPROCATES...IN TURN. OTHERWISE ONE ALWAYS GIVES TOO MUCH...
WHILE THE OTHER HABITUALLY EARNS & GIVES TOO little, IN RETURN...
UNTIL THE RIVER RUNS DRY & DIES...
ALONG WITH EVERY LIVING THING, THAT DEPENDED,
UPON SUCH NECESSARY RESOURCES.
SO, WHITHER & DIE...
THE ROSE DEAD ON THE VINE,
BECAUSE EVERYBODY FOUGHT TO KEEP THE GORGEOUS FLOWER FOR THEMSELVES...
NEVER THINKING TO KEEP THE BRAIRBUSH ALIVE...
IT WILL PRODUCE BIGGER & BETTER; EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL BLOOMS...
SOMEDAY...
BUT, ONLY IF THE BRIARBUSH IS TENDED, WATERED, SHELTERED FROM BAD WEATHER...
KEPT IN GOOD SOIL & FREE OF PESTS & BLIGHT...
BUT, WITHOUT THE PROPER CARE... BEAUTY DIES...
A SLOW & MERCILESS DEATH; UNWANTED, UNTOUCHED & UNNOTICED...
EVEN AWARD WINNING ROSE BUSHES ARE TOMORROWS COMPOST.
SO, HOPEFULLY... ANY "LIFECHANGING" EVENTS
WILL PROVE TO BE HAPPY & HEALTHY ONES...
FOR BOTH OF US...
rather that proving to be another poisoned pen letter from haters,
who love to see such misery & suffering...
ESPECIALLY FROM THIS SCHADENFREUDE MAIDEN.
"I peeked in the door as I browsed my way through this erotic but somewhat frustrating site... Looking to meet someone real and that has proven difficult here so far. Wish you were closer to west coast US."
WISHES WON'T GET ME ANYWHERE
& IT DEFINITELY WON'T HELP TO HEAL ME, EITHER.
MEANWHILE, YOU MAY BE GOOD-LOOKING "EYECANDY", WITH A KILLER SMILE... BUT, I'D RATHER BE CONTACTED BY REAL MEN, WHO DON'T GIVE NOR TAKE excuses.
FRANKLY, I'D BE ECSTATIC TO FIND MY COMPATIBLE COUNTERPART; NO MATTER THE PLANETS LOCATION...BUT, IF HE IMMEDIATELY UTTERED ANYTHING LIKE "wish you were closer"... KNOWING; I'M penniless & PARTIALLY HANDICAP... that's worse, than insulting to ME... NO, HE'S JUST TOO LAZY TO MEET ME... I IMMEDIATELY KNOW... IF IT'S NOT ONE SAD BAD sorry & selfish excuse; IT'S ALWAYS ANOTHER...
YOU MUST EARN THE PRIVILEGE TO BE, WITH THIS LADY... AND WORK TO KEEP MY FAITH; EVERY MOMENT... but, whining like a baby; too scared to take a car ride or a vacation... then you deserve to waste your life, with web-fakers... you're too much of a whiner & quitter to EVER BE OF ANY REAL USE TO ME OR YOURSELF...NOT IN MY 24/7 REAL BDSM RELATIONSHIPS... I DO NOT BELIEVE YOU COULD WILLINGLY EARN YOUR PLACE AT MY SIDE NOR UNDER MY BOOT-HEEL, EITHER. ... EVEN IF I LIVED NEXT DOOR.... YOU'D MESS IT UP; FROM ANY DISTANCE.... with the poor attitude you currently cling too.
MZ.M.
MEANWHILE, I'D RATHER POOR ALL MY ENERGY INTO REAL WORLD...PLEASURABLY PHYSICAL... CHARISMATICALLY CLEVER, & COMPATIBLE COMPANIONS...NO MATTER; HOW FAR APART, WE MAY BE GEOGRAPHICALLY... IT'S TRUE CHARACTER, CHARM & COMPATIBILITY, THAT MOVES ME TO STILL BELIEVE IN LOVE... EVEN, WHEN; I KNOW ALL THE ODDS ARE AGAINST ME... I'LL NEVER SETTLE FOR A TREACHEROUS, COWARD, NOR ANOTHER NEUROTIC ABUSER, EITHER.
CHISELERS, PAUPERS, GIGOLOS, BUMS...AND ALL THE OTHER CRETINOUS CREATURES... LOOKING FOR A FREE RIDE... OR PUNCHING BAG... you are NOT WELCOMED HERE & NEVER WILL BE,
REAL LOVE WON'T BE DENIED NOR REASONED AWAY...REGARDLESS OF THE HARDSHIPS FOUGHT NOR THE TERROR ENDURED... WITH TRUE LOVE WAITING FOR YOU TO RETURN TO MY ARMS... NEITHER, HEAVEN, HELL NOR DEATH; ITSELF COULD KEEP ME FROM MY BELOVED... NOT; IF, I KNEW; ...HAVING ACTUALLY HAD PROOF...PHYSICAL AFFIRMATION OF OUR UNDENIABLE CHEMISTRY...HIS TRUE CHARACTER, TEMPERAMENT... HONORABLE INTENTIONS; TO KNOW FOR ABSOLUTE, THAT HE EXISTS... AND, THE SENSUAL INTEREST BETWEEN US IS BLESSEDLY MUTUAL ; AS WELL AS BEING INDESCRIBABLY HOT... LIKE SPONTANEOUS COMBUSTION... EVEN THE AIR STARTS TO CRACKLE, WITH ELECTRIFYING CURRENTS... PULSING BETWEEN US, AT THE MERE PROSPECT OF ALLOWING OUR LUST TO FUEL&FUSE US; MELTING ONE TO ANOTHER...
YA JUST GOTTA LOVE A TANTRA TEACHER LIKE ME... IF I HONESTLY KNEW HOW TO MAKE CONTACT; WITH MY LONG LOST SOUL-MATE. I'D NEVER BLOW HIM OFF, WITH tricks, traps, lies & excuses. FIRST, I HAVEN'T THE TIME NOR ENERGY. WOULDN'T WASTE THEM, EVEN WITH PLENTY TO SPARE... I BELIEVE IN CHIVALRY... MEN DO THE FIGHTING... THEY SHOULD ALSO DO THE DEFENDING... A REAL MAN KNOWS; HOW TO PROVIDE WELL FOR HIS LOVED ONES... AS HE SHOULD... HE ALSO NEVER FAILS TO PROTECT... BE THE FOE A BAD NEIGHBOR, BURGLAR, RAPIST OR MERELY THE DREADFUL MOTHER IN LAW... A REAL MAN NEVER SCRUTINIZES A LADY; CERTAINLY NEVER IN FRONT OF OTHERS... ONLY A SPINELESS COWARD HIDES BEHIND FRAUDULENT PHOTOS & LITERARY ANONYMITY... BUT, IT TAKES TRUE COURAGE TO FACE UP TO MY LIFE EVERYDAY... WHICH IS WHY I WON'T HAVE ANY lazy neurotic back-stabbin cunts... TRYING REPEATEDLY TO BAN ME FROM EVERY WEBSITE IN OR OUT OF THIS SO CALLED COMMUNITY... BUT, "THE REAL THING" IS STILL HERE... WORKING HARD & WAITING FOR THE ONE, WHO UNDERSTANDS ME WITHOUT QUESTION...PROTECTS ME, INSTINCTIVELY & LOVES UNCONDITIONALLY...
ALL. THINGS CAN BE EASILY OVERCOME; IF THE BOND BETWEEN US PROVES GENUINE & RECIPROCATED. HOWEVER, BE IT 50...500...5,000 MILES, BETWEEN US... I ALWAYS FIGHT FOR THE LOVE I DESIRE... BUT, THIS CRIPPLED LADY...WOULD NEVER WASTE MY LIFE AWAY....RUNNING AFTER FALSE HOPES, EMPTY DREAMS & THEN, REPRESSING MY OWN TRUE NATURE...RESTING ON MY PIOUS LAURELS... MAKING EVERY EXCUSE, AS TO WHY; I INTENTIONALLY PUSH PEOPLE AWAY. WHEN I KNOW DEEP DOWN... THE BENEVOLENT STRANGER... PATRON, PROTECTOR & PROVIDER... THE MAN OF MY DREAMS... IS THE CULMINATION OF TOO MANY HOURS SPENT READING ROMANCE NOVELS... WRITTEN BY LOVESICK WOMEN & POETESS'... BUT, REAL MEN ARE NEVER SO ATTENTIVE, AS WOMEN MENTALLY RE-CREATE THEM, IN ORDER TO SELL MORE FANTASIES & FALSE HOPES OF EVERY FINDING A REAL GENTLEMAN & LOVER... ONE; WHO IS GENUINELY: TALENTED, CAPABLE & WILLING TO GO ANY DISTANCE TO FIND THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE... STOPPING SHORT OF NOTHIN' SAVE DEATH... TO BE TOGETHER, WITH ME...IN THE FLESH; ASAP. ANYTHING LESS RESPONSIVE... ONLY PROVES TO BE TRASH MAIL; <<
TRUE LOVE FOLLOWS ME DEVOTEDLY, WHEREVER I GO... BUT, COWARDS; TOO FRIGHTENED TO STAND UP, TO THEIR OWN SHADOW... SUCH HUMAN JELLYFISH... CAN ONLY CAUSE TROUBLE FOR EVERYONE... BUT, SINCE COLD BLOODED ANIMALS FEEL NO REMORSE NOR PITY... AN EROTICALLY EMPATHETIC WITCH LIKE ME... I MUST WITHDRAW OR DIE... LITERALLY, I'M HIGHLY ALLERGIC TO: hypocrites, HUMILIATION, lies&liars, sadists, sycophants & any other types of two-faced traitors... ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO HAVE WELL PAYING JOBS... BUT, OFFER NO ASSISTANCE TO OTHERS IN NEED. BASICALLY, THEY INTENTIONALLY EXPLOIT ME... FOR UNDESERVED ATTENTIONS... FULLY EXPECT TO BE PAID EVERY DAY THEY WORK... WHILE THIS UNEMPLOYABLE INVALID... CAN'T GET SO MUCH AS A PENNY IN RECOGNITION OF MY TALENTS... I HAVE NO SALARY TO VALIDATE MY WORK... INSTEAD, THIS PENNILESS PHILOSOPHER GETS NOTHING MORE, THAN PATHETICALLY REDUNDANT MEMOS FROM IMMATURE ADOLESCENTS... COUNTLESS NUMBERS OF SLIMY FREELOADING JELLYFISH... TOO DUMB, DEAF & BLIND TO EVER IMAGINE UTILIZING MY PORTRAITS & PROFILES... NO THAT TAKES CONSIDERABLE RESPECT FOR YOURSELF & ME... TO INTENTIONALLY TAKE ON THE RESPONSIBILITY OF HELPING ME IN THE FLESH...rather than flinging more junk mail at ME...in another absurd scheme to rob ME of any HAPPINESS; BY PEDDLING poisonous rumors & egotistical excuses... WHATEVER IT TAKES TO KEEP YOURSELF FROM BEING KIND & CHARITABLE TO THOSE OF US IN DIRE NEED. instead, do like most mass mail pity parties to everyone you know...offer ever excuse for your flaky untrustworthy countenance... be sure to use some of the very same excuses to the bank...next time the IRS SHOWS UP... you say; sorry but you live too far way...
maybe after a decade or two in LEAVENWORTH FED PEN... YOUR BULLMASTER... MIGHT NOT ASS-RAPE & BEAT YOU; EVERY DAY& NIGHT.... WITHIN AN INCH OF YOUR PATHETIC LIFE... whenever you offer another egotistical excuse for your apathetic behaviors.... then again...HE'LL probably smash your fingers & hands...cut out your lying tongue; pulverize your kneecaps... then knock out all your teeth... cause anybody this ridiculously lazy & manipulative... should spend the rest of life crawling on all fours; like the brainless beast he's proven to be... devoid of the speech he's not worthy to utter... and, without any teeth...put into a full rubber body suit... sucking cock..or golfballs through a gardenhose... being the best seat for the QUEEN'S CHAIR... THAT'S ALL you could ever ASPIRE TO BE around the house...BUT, EVEN THEN IT'S DOUBTLESS YOU'D MAKE IT, THAT FAR... you haven't the DEDICATION NOR THE IMAGINATION TO PROVE RELIABLE...MUCH LESS WORTHY OF MY HOME & MY GIFTS.
SINcerely,
MZ.M.
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